Scrambled Brains

Been feeling just a little disconnected today. I'm sure it has something to do with my sleeping like crapola last night and remembering a bit too much. I hate being up and down all night. I finally got out of bed around eleven after tossing and turning all night and hit the website. I tore into it as a distraction and it worked pretty well. I actually got some stuff accomplished. The new poker pages are up under the gaming links now, the photos uploaded, I tweaked out my blog page a little, added some photos to a few albums and started taking notes on a few minor changes I want to make here and there. Probably nothing most of ya'll will notice but I'm anal retentive that way.
I am happy with the new poker pages though. The first game in Lana's office went really well I thought other than a minor incident that I'll fix later. I was rushing around most of Friday and lost track of time. I didn't make it far in either game but I think I'm getting my game back slowly. The poker roll is on life support but it is just a game after all and I'm among good company.
I was supposed to work out today but I think I'm going to just pass. Micah couldn't make it today and gave me a good excuse to skip today. I gotta admit I was a bit relieved when he called to cancel our weightlifting workout. I just don't feel up to it. I've got a bit of a headache and I can feel a bad mood just waiting. As if I needed another excuse, I'm pretty damn dirty and tired already. We went out the stables for an evening ride on Lana's rental horse, Bank. I couldn't believe how relaxed and quiet it was when we first got there. With all the lights down, no one in the arena or in the round pin and not a soul in site, it was wonderful. By the time we saddled him up a few of our friends showed with the same idea in mind of an evening ride but there was still a quiet peace even with a few folks riding around talking to there horses. Marcel's doing pretty good with his lessons and was in such a good mood today. I ended up riding with him and couldn't help but think about how big he's gotten especially after having Marian over for a couple days. Marian brought back a something I had totally forgotten about. We were sitting outside on the patio just talking while she and Marcel played. She ran up to Lana with a big smile, and lifted her shirt up and waited. I love the sound of a baby's belly laugh. It's such an honest, unrehearsed, straight from the heart and belly sound. Marcel used to do the same thing when he wanted his belly tickled.
I should probably hop off here. I feel like I've been staring at the computer all day. I guess I'll shower and read tonight. I hate feeling exhausted but not sleepy. Arg.